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Wed, Nov. 19th, 2008, 01:01 am

i live in montana now. Missoula, Montana to be exact...a freshman at the University of Montana. i know, i know it makes no sense...it still doesn't make sense to me. i love it out here and i don;t know why. i feel like im the only one totally excited and stoked for college and Missoula and love being out here...maybe i'm missing something. i miss jordan so much it hurts. i go home in 6 days and i couldnt be more excited. i love montana but i'm ready for California.

Sat, Dec. 22nd, 2007, 07:33 pm
i dont know why

i dont know why im so irritated by this buttt...
my moms leaving tonight to go somewhere, i dont know..and shell be back later tonight. well my little whore of a sister is inviting all these guys over to chill while my moms gone. and my mom doesnt even give a fuck. shes lik, now kathryn...you know the rule- no boys allowed in your room.
OK what the fuck mom. does she really think they're just gonna chill downstairs. like what the hell i would NEVER be allowed to have anyyyy guys over when i was in 8th grade or however the fuck old she is. i swear my mom would fucking LAUGHHHHh in my face if i asked that before.
kathryn already has one pre-pubesent boy over and they're playing techno music downstairs.
seriously bitch, don't ask me to be a good influence and a good big sister if your going to be a shitty mother

Sat, Dec. 22nd, 2007, 02:17 am

ummm so not much really has been going on since i last posted in this gay shit. i know no one reads these but whatever im okay with that.
jordan and i are still together...we'll be celebrating out 19 month anniversary on the 29th. shit i cant believe its fucking christmas already. i swear to god it was jUSTTt halloween like a week ago.
oh speaking of which, i went to monster massive on oct.27 and it was the best night 9of my fucking life. ive never felt so fucked uppppppppp and amazing in my life. needless to say i was rolling on 5.
together as one is coming up on new years and i need to get my VIP ticket soon dammit. im excited though, a few of my cousins will be there and one of them even said he'd give me a light show!! yayyy
ummmm i cant think of much else thats goin on. i have a cold because i DrOPPEd on monday and i was sitting in the street in the rain @ 4am. it felt fucking bombbbbb
im going to hawaii with jordan for valentines day and im so fucking excited. i swear thats just going to be the best week of my life. im sooooooooooooooo excited!!!
im pretty high right now. i was a courtneys earlier rolling blunts and then i went to lukes and got more fucked up now im home. jordan left for new mexico this morning so thats why im staying @ home. i miss him already!:( he's bringing me home a kitty though so i;m excited about that!
its wierd i actually just got off the phone with henry..we talked for like an hour and it was really nice because we havent talke din like the longest time. he was telling me about this girl that he liked an dhow amazing she is and how they are like best friends and he likes her so much but he doesnt wnna say anything and ruin their friendship. shit dude, hes such a sweet, amazing guy..if only that girl knew what she was missing out on. i wish them the best though.
umm well im tired and high and i just ate yogurt so im full. peace

Sun, Oct. 14th, 2007, 07:01 pm
waste of TIME.

1 . Are you younger than 19?

2. Have you ever kissed someone thats name starts with a J?
yesss. all dayy everyday

3. How many bathing suits do you own?
like 4

4. Do you like the color green?

5. Do you have a crush on someone?

6. Have you kissed someone today?
not yet

7. Have you ever eaten uncooked ramen?

8. Ever eaten soap?
not intentionally

9. What song are you listening to right now?
jammin- marley

10. Is there a place you would like to visit?
yea the place on the fiji water bottle

11. What's your favorite kind of dog?

12. Which would you rather be, a pirate or a ninja?
i dont know

13. Have you ever fallen into a mud puddle?

14. Do you like winter?
yeah sweatshirt weather<3

15. Does your screen name have numbers in it?
024 (420 backwards haha)

16. Are you in a band?
not today

17. Do you like parties?
yesss i do

18. What are you scared of?
losing people close to me

19. How long have you had your myspace for?
a few years

20. Favorite beverage?

21. What did you dream about last night?
this ex of mine. ahh

22. If you could own a monkey, would you?

23. Do you own anything from American Eagle?
yes a few sweatshirts, some underwear, and a shirt or 2

24. Do you listen to rap?
every now and then

25. Do you believe in Aliens?

26. Favorite disney movie?
alice in wonderland

27. Have you ever been to New York ?

28. Do you like fruit?

29. Do you have a nextel phone?
no thanks

30. Have you ever given a random person your number?
ha yes a few. i was drunk, of course:)

31.Does someone love you?

32.how clean is your room?

33. What color is your room?

34. How big is your bed?

35. Do you regret anything?

36. What's your favorite article of clothing?
love sweats<3

37. What are you excited for?

38. Are you an artist?

39. Do you have an addiction?

40. Have any talents?
wouldnt you like to know

41. Favorite swear word?
fuck probably

42. Have you ever flashed someone?

43. How was your day yesterday?
drunk, very-very drunk.

44. What did you do today?
lunch with annie, shopping, drive home.

45. Do you get bored easily?
yea sometimes

46. How many pillows do you sleep with?
like 4

47. Do you like s'mores?

48. Want to get drunk?
im recovering, thanks

49. Do you like hugs and kisses?

50. Do you act gangster?
i try

Mon, Sep. 17th, 2007, 01:13 am
fo sho


1] What was the highlight of your week?
getting drunk with good friends<3

2] Who's car were you in last?

3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?
probably tomorroww

4] What color shirt are you wearing?

5] How long is your hair?
pretty long

8] Last movie you watched?
the number 23, today.

9] Last thing you ate?
hot fries!

10] Last thing you drank?
mango ice T

11] Where did you sleep last night?

13] Are you happy right now?
yeah i'm chill

14] What did you say last?
i love yoU!

15] Where is your phone?
on my desk

16] What was the last museum you went to?
the constitution center in downtown philly this past summer.

17] What color are your eyes?

20] When was the last time you had your heart broken?
neverthank god

21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
no time for hate

22] What are you listening to?

23] If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
my own place:)

24] What is your favorite perfume?
princess by vera wang

25] Who makes you happiest right now?
good friends, good times, good bud

26] What were you doing at midnight last night?
being completely wasted.

30] Are you left-handed?

32] What's for dinner tonight?

35] When Is Your Birthday?
april 25

36] Who was the last person to send you a message?

37] When was the last time you went swimming?
few days ago

39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
downtoan LA

40] How do you feel about your hair right now?
umm i dont knoe

41] Do you have any expensive jewelery?
tiffanys, HOLLA.

42] AIM or MSN?

46] Where does most of your family live?
all over

47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
lets not talk about it

48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
eh no.

49] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
i dont know?

50] Myspace or Facebook?
the space

51] Do you have T-Mobile?

52] What is your favorite subject in school?

53] Have you ever been IN a wedding?

54] Do you have any children?
no, thanks.

55] Did you take a nap today?
yes! actually i did

56] Ever met someone famous?
yes many peoplee!

57] Do you want to be famous one day?

58] Are you multitasking right now?

59] Could you handle being in the military?
no no no

67] What is your average cell phone bill?
dont know. probably somewhat high

68] Do you believe in Karma?
YES! to the fullest

69] Who is the last person that took a shower at your house?

70] Do you like eating bugs?

71] Do you have a life?

72] Ever been to Las Vegas?

73] What are you doing today?

74] Have you ever gambled?

75] When is the last time you updated your blog?

76] Ever been to New York City?

77] Ever been to Disneyland/world?
never been to disney world.

78] Do you have a favorite cartoon character?

79] Last thing you cooked?

80] Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
i dont know

81] Last time you were sick?
its been a while

82] Friend that makes you laugh the hardest?
mimel, for sure.

83] Would you kiss the last person you did?
yes please

Mon, Sep. 10th, 2007, 04:08 pm

new season of dr. phil starts!! yesssssssss!

Mon, Aug. 27th, 2007, 01:43 am
candy flip.

just got back from san diego like 2 hours.
ohh mannn what a trip.
friday night i was so drunk and im glad because i dont want to know what happened to so im going to pretend that friday never existed and i never was drunk and there never was friday.
saturday i did a candy flipp at this guy brents house. it was me brent and jesus doing it and then jess and armando were drunk. well armando got too drunk and passed out and jesus had a horrible trip. so jess was taking care of everyone while brent and i went outsdie. we seriously talked for hours on end. we talked from about 11pm to 8am when we finally went to bed. NON STOP. and literally it was the best conversation i had ever had. seriously i feel like that kid became such a part of my life so fast. we hung out alllll day today and i actually didnt leave till about 9 after he took me to dinner. hes like the perfect gentlemen and such a down to earth person. i couldnt believe how much i opened up to such a stranger but i feel like i told him my whole life and he told me his. hes moving soon and i hope i get to see him again so we can have another in-depth conversation. it was so wierd like when i let i pulled out of the driveway and kinda drove down the street and i looked in the rear-view mirror and saw him and put the car in park and ran out to give him another hug. it was so cute and then as soon as i drove away i started crying. im really not sure why i did but i just couldnt stop. anyways we've been texting a little bit here and there since i left and im so happy to know hes on the same page as me. he cant believe how close and connected we got and how 2 strangers became almost best friends? its wierd...you can know a person for like 10 years and never have like a level-headed full on connection...but you can now a person for 10 minutes and automatically make that person such an important part of your life. i dont know how i feel about him..because i dont think there really is an explanation. i guess i just FEEL and thats about all i can say.

Mon, Aug. 20th, 2007, 06:05 pm

Myspace Glitter Graphics

Thu, Jul. 26th, 2007, 12:59 am

umm so before i say anything gay and emotional...i would just like to thank GOD or whoever it is up there...that i am fucking OUTTT of fucking high school. honestly im so happy i am and i nevr hav to deal with another annoying fake ass bitch again! ahhhh

k so on another note. I GOT PULLED OVER LAST NIGHTTT FOR SMOKING WEEEDDDd. ahh it was horrible. but i said i wasnt and i pased his gay little tests so weather or not he blieved i was smoking...i got off. KNOCK ON WOOD. seriously ive never been soo scared in my life....i only smoked one bowl so i actually wasnt that fucked up. BUT THANK YOU LORD!<3

ummm sooooooooo i really love san diego and all the cute boys ive met there. haah but no seriously, i really love it down there and im gonna move down there next year. actually-- im gonna transfer to cal state san marcos or san diego state...we'll see...im gonna apply toa bunch of colleges and we'll see what happens.

i hate to say it but i miss being single. i really hate saying that. iunno like ive never been in a longgg ass relationship like this and i guess i didnt know what to expect. i love jordan and hes perfect but i think im getting bitchier and bitchier because im kind of getting fed up....iunno though like i really cant picture myself without him..call me co-dependent--i dont care.

and im leaving for philly on saturday...our plane leaves at 6am so i want to kill myself becuse we are leaving the house at 4:30am..which means i have to wake up at like 4..which i dont know what to do..like should i just get reallllllllyyy high the night before so im totally faded the next morning and sleep the whole morning? or should i get drunik and party all night? or be gay and stay home an go to sleep early? hmmmm....lammeeeee. im excited t hough but if its really fucking humid out there i swear i wont leave the house. HELL NO.

and im out of birth control so lets pray i dont get pregnant.


Tue, Jul. 24th, 2007, 12:53 am

i leave for philly in 5 days...me and jordan for a WEEK with my lovely father in wonderful pennsylvaniaaaaa. and i JUSTT told him today i had a tattoo and surprisingly he didnt hate me or damn me to hell, so tht was coolll.

i visited jess this weekend and it was fun. i seriously wish i still drank because i think the weekend would have been more fun if i was drunkkk off my ass.. hahah seriously though. me and alcohol dont mix...i get WAY too drunk WAY too fast act WAY too lame and always throw up WAY too much. Ugghhhhhhhhh

and smoked SO much weed this weekend good GODdd

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